Thinking about leaving university | Life update

           Hello everyone,it's been a while since I posted on my blog.I will try to explain why.
So my last post was about exam stress.Now I would like to talk about what happens when you get accepted to what you think is your "dream study programme".Just a little disclaimer that it might just be me,struggling so hard,I know that it's supposed to be amazing the whole student life and all the benefits that come from it.You are starting a new chapter of your life,start becoming an independent grown up that's responsible for very decision you make in your life.You find new friends that might be for life,that will love you and you are going to have the best time of your life.Or that was what I thought.But it wasn't like that at all for me.I've been on such an exhausting journey.
From the first week when I moved to another city and took my first steps in a new learning space my life became a struggle.First it was a struggle to get used to new city,new people,to not having anybody you love around you.Then it was a struggle to get used to new teachers and getting used to high pressure and a lot of work,planning everyday life and taking some time off for you,to relax,to unwind.Planning your finance,planing trips home to visit your family and friends and et cetera.
My only advice before you make a decision to move to a foreign city to study is to really think about everything that you will have to face and prepare for it.Again it might just be me that this journey was too hard to handle for and by any means I am not saying that you will not have the best time of your life when you move out.
Anyway,I gave up.I left university and thought of a new plan that I now implement.It was a hard decision to make ,to disappoint everyone and myself also,but I think it will be better now.I am accomplishing my dream of becoming a Professional Makeup Artist.If you are interested please stick around and follow me on my new chapter of life.I will try to post a lot more frequently here. Love you lots.xx.